This morning was heavy for me, i'm upset that my 1st period teacher hasn't been here in 2 weeks. ROTC was fun as always which is my 2nd period. 3rd period was the same a any other days, but we read a play today instead of a poem. The play was very in different it was funny. Mhhm, than Chemistry 4th period, it was something its never hard it's just a different level of understanding. Unfortunately we didn't have cheer practice but on the other hand I may be becoming XO for NJROTC next year, so I have a meeting today to the position and I am really looking forward to it.
A question I wished I would have asked was WHY. Why me for anything, if someone wanted me for something. I should have asked WHY ME. I sometimes don't understand why I was chosen to handle this , or do this , or was recommended for this. I love that I was and still am about the impress with everything I do and have done, but WHY ME. Every since elementary school all the way up until now I have been the only, maybe not the only one but the first option. I understand everything i do is my choice and yes, lots of things come a little more natural to me than others, but I just want to know why. I know all I have to do is ask but it be the same answer over and over again, never something different.
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