Having no fun is when, we were locked down in school, when I have nothing to watch on Netflix, waking up at 6 am for a school that is overwhelmed. I have understood that you can make fun of anything. Now when I wake up for school I have no motivation, it's dreading, sometimes its not safe, sometimes there is so much chaos, making me not want to go to school. Once I have watched all the seasons on the show I find it interesting, I am bored and I have nothing to watch. As I am a cheerleader and a cadet in NJROTC we have practice I get home a little late, I be going to sleep late sometimes, but it is almost over as i'm graduating next year.
A question I wished I would have asked was WHY. Why me for anything, if someone wanted me for something. I should have asked WHY ME. I sometimes don't understand why I was chosen to handle this , or do this , or was recommended for this. I love that I was and still am about the impress with everything I do and have done, but WHY ME. Every since elementary school all the way up until now I have been the only, maybe not the only one but the first option. I understand everything i do is my choice and yes, lots of things come a little more natural to me than others, but I just want to know why. I know all I have to do is ask but it be the same answer over and over again, never something different.
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