I planned to be captain of the cheer team, I planned to pass all my classes, I planned to be the best daughter I can and will be, I planned to be the most truthful friends someone could ask for. I am planning to become HER.. My future self.I will complete every task and goal that is set in my path, no matter how hard or easy the obstacles are, I WILL BECOME HER. I am ready, I have to be ready, am I scared to become her.. YESS!!!!!! But I know I can do it, I will do it. I also am aware of setbacks that may come at any time, and i'm alright with that. I am planning to go into the navy to pursue an anesthesiologist.
A question I wished I would have asked was WHY. Why me for anything, if someone wanted me for something. I should have asked WHY ME. I sometimes don't understand why I was chosen to handle this , or do this , or was recommended for this. I love that I was and still am about the impress with everything I do and have done, but WHY ME. Every since elementary school all the way up until now I have been the only, maybe not the only one but the first option. I understand everything i do is my choice and yes, lots of things come a little more natural to me than others, but I just want to know why. I know all I have to do is ask but it be the same answer over and over again, never something different.
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